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Thursday, November 17
+O song i'm listening to: james blunt - out of my mind
O+ msn nick at the moment: kelly** to feel pain elsewhere. `
+O personal msg now: and that's all you ever be able to do. www.-blackbutterflies-.blogspot.com
O+ events to look forward to: a better day.

why a better day?bcos my father's being a tyrant AGAIN. he shouts. he curses. he swears. and he hurts people with a 1 metre radius.so 'talking' isn't at all in his dictionary. he goes to bali from the 25th -28th dec. we'll have some peace. but i'll be working most f e tym anw. the only thing i feel guilt abt is leaving my mom alone at hm. i have a sis but she's bz living her life and i don't blame her. so i guess e tv will be my mom's new best friend soon.

during LOST( e show is still so freakishly cool!), mom told me that b4 my father went out of the hse to work(he slammed e door.),he was complaining to her abt how rotten his kids have become(my sis n i). he alwaes says that when he's unhappy with how little sis n i respect him.i could tell mom was so depressed and troubled abt it even after he left for work. i decided to make both of us a cup of iced milo each. she was helping me out here and there and that's when i envisioned having a life with jux us 3. mom, jie and me.mom says all we have to do is put up with all of e shit he gives us. but until when? i nvr asked.

went ikea with ryan today. the bus ride was long and since i had a curfew of 7.(btw,i broke my curfew by half an hr). so basically, we went there. and went back. my ipod ran low in batt so the ride home was sianz. we took some pics with those goffy white glasses of his. super funny man! too bad we weren't able to eat at old changi airport rd cos of my bloody curfew. and what did i buy?two photo frames that are to be decorated exclusively for aaron and cheryl. 13 days left.

gonna have to buy new shoes for work 2mr. yawns!*

damala's telling me that her day was better than the previous. so meaning, her day was less awful. she's giving me a phobia of the job i haven't even started. NVM! i'm still gonna work. i hope i have a chair at my outlet man.

hopefully i'll be able to catch harry potter 4 on monday.

ps. i still don't think daniel radiffle(however u spell it) is hot. i simply can't see why millions of teen girls can go GAGA over a dude like him.


luv alwaez.
kel


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